Might as well say it..
Initial denial has started to slink away to the back of my head and the sence of dread and fear is starting to settle in now.
Last week I found out that the Cancer in my lungs had, somehow spread dispite the best efforts of radiologists and chemotherapy nurses.
about a month or two ago I started to get terrible pressure headaches that came with nosebleeds and blackouts, I got suddenly really forgetful and I would often walk into things or trip over nothing. The headaches kept getting worse but I told nobody about them because I was scared and evidently I was right to be..
So yeah..There’s my explaination of inactivity..Still hanging around though..
Thanks for amusing me with your RPs guys, even if I don’t exactly interact. turning into a bit of a lurker..
I’m..Going to remain scarce for a while..I had some..Really bad news regarding my health and I just don’t know what to do with myself anymore..I feel like shit mentaly and physicaly and I’m just..Feeling entirely lost right now so..I’m sorry guys.. Not that I was active to begin with but either way..
All these new followersss <3
thank you guyssss~
Must be a relief to follow a barely active blog for once XD so much less to keep up with!
I’m so sick you guys :C I think I have collywobbles
((ooc: Chemo and flu are eating me alive so sorry there’s been nothing for a while, here have a crappy animation of Loki that my cousin helped me with this morning (she does commissions for these kinds of things too herpderp) i shall continue with my bad stalking and not knowing what’s going on now))
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Reblog if every single fucking one of your followers is fucking amazing.
you are, and I just have to apologise for not being active at all lately. I’m really worn down what with health issues and what have you, having difficulty with myself in general right now. I do get all giddy inside when i see people watching me even when I haven’t been active at all for like, a week, though.
So yes thank you to everyone who’s followed me and I apologise for my barely-active-ness
OOC: So not well guh.
do feel free to send me rp asks ‘n stuff though, i’m having a little trouble keeping up with goings on elsewhere, i only follow 16 blogs and STILL get like..300 posts plus to check a day, which i’m just not up to, lately
((whooo, added an about loki and an about me page on my blog, now that i’m done being productive i’m going to sit infront of my fan heater and get warm, fuuuuuck it’s cold.))
/He chuckles/ I’m not one for much fish. I prefer elk or deer. /He scratches more towards the base of the ear, watching his reactions/
I eat a mixture of both, I’m strictly against eating plants it’s kind of a Bosmer thing reall- -He cuts himself off mid-sentence, suddenly losing the ability to coordinate thoughts, his head tilts at a further angle and his whole hand begins to twitch rigorously-